31.3.10

bruno :(

alam mo? mas namimiss kita ngayon kesa nung mga panahong tinatanong mo ko ng pilit kung namimiss ba kita. alam mo? mas naaalala kita ngayon kesa nung mga panahong gusto mong alalahanin kita. sinasagot-sagot lang kita ng OO noong mga panahong iyon. pero alam mo kung anong totoo noong mga panahong iyon? wala akong pakialam sayo.

alam mo? mas gusto kitang makausap ngayon kesa nung mga panahong ilang ulit mo kong tinatawagan sa isang oras. alam mo? mas gusto kitang makita ngayon kesa nung mga panahong pinipilit mo kong magkita tayo. dahil alam mo? hindi ko plinanong makita ka, ni makasama ka ng isang segundo. dahil wala akong pakialam sayo nung mga panahong iyon.

alam mo? mas pinanabikan kong marinig kang magkwento ngayon kesa nung mga panahong tayo pa. dahil nakakaumay kang kausap noon.

alam mo?

mas gusto kita ngayon..
mas mahal kita ngayon..

mas nararamdaman kong kelangan kita ngayon kesa noon, alam mo ba ha?

sana alam mo. sana malaman mo.

25.3.10

bye bsn

tapos na rin ako sa wakas. magpapaalam na ko ng tuluyan kina ana at fesyo pati ke pharma.. mamimiss ko ang amoy ng alcohol at lysol. mamimiss ko ang puti kong stocking, apron at scrubsuit.. mamimiss ko ang e.r at icu. mas mamimiss ko sa lahat ang mga taong halos tatlong taong naging bahagi ng buhay ko..

salamat sa inyo.. bahagi na kayo ng pagkatao ko.. :)

adios me amigo :)

:))

i am extremely happy. why?
because of YOU.
thanks.. :)
mwah.

20.3.10

3:19

"I TRUST IN YOU ALONE..."

Dear God,

How are you? Hectic? Hehe..

How I wish I could read this letter to you. I am in trouble, I know, before I utter my words, you read it already in my heart. I have no one to talked to dear Lord, except you... My friends will not even care with whatever burden I encounter. No relatives, cousins, even aunts would care to listen to what I say for even they, have their own circumstances. Yes dear God, I know life isn't about fun and joys. It's about dealing every problem that's coming our way..and so do I dont have any right to complain, but to thank you for everything...

First, I wanna thank you for guiding me always and giving me the ability to make right decisions. This path I am taking now is not easy dear Lord. It's really not..But I do trust in YOU. and with all my might I do hope for the best..as always..

I thank YOU for I was able to face all those trials, for making me strong all the time and for the heart that is not grieveful. I thank Ye, for everything that's happening and for the things that's yet to come. Thanks for all Your instruments such as helpful people who lends a hand everytime I needed them, that you never forget to send to me especially when I need them. In return, make me also Your instrument to help others coz I owe it all to You, MY God Almighty.

I know dear Lord that the life ahead of us is a great battle of pain and joy, triumph and failure, success and errorr, yet through it all, I know YOU will be there..FOR SURE. and that You will never leave us.

You put me in this circumstance, because You trust me that I can handle whatever may come. Nevertheless, same with You, My God..I trusted YOU.

with all my life.
with all my heart,

Lovelots,
Ai-ai..

i love you dear God.

18.3.10

malungkot ka? ako masaya.

sobrang saya. mo na ba?

ako? sapat lang.. sapat lang para makangiti ulit. sapat lang p ra makapag-isip ng tama. sapat lang para gumalaw ng tama. sapat lang para umasa ulit at mabuhay ulit.

hindi naman sa sobrang positibo na kong tao.

pero mas okay na ko kesa sa dati. :)

7.3.10

unplugging.

semi-permanent disconnection to the world wide web.

bye bye :)


i'm quite busy.